free your mind

it's really different..
after i came here, and meet many friends from many culture and nations..
then learn to accept differences.. to be open mind to many possibilities.. differences..
from them, i've learn to free my mind.. though still with direction.

and, the effect is..(and i can feel it)
i can move (i don't have the courage to call it as "dance") more freely..
though i still won't do it to entertain other people..hehe..
just for my self.. enjoying music.. the rhythm

move..
and move...
enjoy it..
enjoy the rhythm..

free your mind
then, you'll move easier..

when you keep going...

it's amazing if you keep going
because if you believe what you've doing is right
and how things change.. when you don't give up

when you give up,
that's when it all stops,
and..
nothing can manifest from it.

but when you keep going,
if what you 're saying
that all that effort which
appeared as a waste effort,
a waste of time,
at the end it will lead somewhere..

(David Icke, 2009)

spring in my PKNU

walking around my campus, with my pocket camera nikon coolpix.. ^^ it wasn't bad..

our own..

Tonight, i went to a coffee shop, and spent a few hours, just to drink coffee and talk with my friends.. Judith and Tia. Judith, she's Elsavadorian and actually one of maya's decend. I thought they were vanished. but, actually, they became Elsavador peoples..
and i asked her to tell me about Maya's history.. i knew that it was a nation with high civilization back than.. and why it suddenly vanished.
then, she started to tell a story about Spanish people who went to find indian people (America's natives) but then they got lost and arrived at Aztec's area. They got kick out.. and started to move southern, where they met with Mayas. The Spanish bring mirror (at that time Mayas knew nothing about mirror.. it was new for them and think it was a valuable thing, even more valuable than gold) and ask Maya people to trade it with gold, which they had it plenty enough even they can just give it easily. And Spanish started to permit them to use their own culture, from language, and everything.. They started to "teach" Mayas with Spanish language, and their religion.
And she said that she also a little bit embarrassed about the fact that they just trade gold with mirrors. But then  she said, it's a fact.. so, she told me just like that.
wow, It's amazing to hear maya's story from maya's (somekind of) decend.

Then, I started to think about my own nation history.. which I knew less.
actually, since i started korean language study last year, it was a bit difficult, and (of course) challenging. so, in order to enjoy it, i started to find out about their culture, their history, and everything that can make me understand Korean people and finally, hopefully, can easily to absorb the language lessons..
But then, the more i get to know about korean, the more i knew that i know less about my country..
well, it's a bit shameful, actually..
but because that, I started to love my country even more.. and decided to learn even more and deeper about my country's culture and history.. which is so.. many.. (not mention that there's so many local culture in Indonesia)..
i love Indonesia

curiosity

now, i'm watching a Korean TV series about forensic doctors life.. how they work, and a few case that sometimes test their idealism as a pathologist. not long from now, I've watched a series about reporter life.. how they work and everything related with reporter life..
I found similarities from those two stories.. it's curiosity. that finally can lead them to find out the truth..
in fact,.. right now, for doing my study i fell that i also need curiosity..
then i might revealed many things and write good (useful) report that can give benefit to others.
so..
curiosity not just killed the cat.
but, it's something i need.
at least right now..
fighting!!